i have realized that now for a period i have been getting memory gaps more often lately...
and since szitsofrenia (damn that word how do you spell it?) runs in the family, im not suprised really
things have rapidly getting worse now but il guess it will slow down soon
probably when i feel better to feel good heals everything
i wonder how many problems who runs in the family o.O ...i think its only my granma on my mothers side who it isnt anything with OwO (woho or what )

i am still waiting for that wig and granmas (on my dads side) present, aanndd...i ordered a tarot card deck -w- ~ fo shame ~ but its CLAMP's design 8D 130 sek is worth it ~
its sooo prettyyyy OAO and it was only 4 left...i hope it will come...or else i will slap those mailmans in da face ÒwÓ *slap*
i hoppppeee ~ i hooppppeee ~ i hooopppee~ i smiiillleee and smiiilllee and smiiillee ~

*finger in the ear and itshes*