i was on somekindaaa...meeting today...it started at 18:00 and ended at midnight, but since mom and dad shouldent be home tomorrow and had to go to bed earlier i had to leave before it ended it was like halloween special
i was there with , it was pretty fun =3 i won the costume contest yaay ~ horray for me, the gay guys liked dogs more then cats i was dressed as an werewolf, the one who was my hardest opponent to beat was a guy who was dressed as...well....i would call him uke cat...that skinny dude with sexy cat outfit
thought those gay guys would like him more O.Ó ... ah well they liked my zombie werewolf outfit obviously

and tomorrow its off to again! to have another halloween party
dunno if i can sleepover though >.< since mom and dad arent home someone have to "guard" the house (my dads granma who lives downstairs whos 89 years and almost cant walk >.< )

but it was really fun to be on that rfsl thing i forgot to take a pill against my problems...so i was about to throw up the first 30 minutes >< but i did it!! i beated it! bwahahahaaaaaa >=3

it was hella fun to tsee that drag queen and homosexuals different from hetrosexuals o.Ó
more then i thought actually...but it was kinda relaxing ... i often becomes a little nervous around "normal" people since i often look boyish...they look at me with discuss in their eyes...makes me kinda depressed...makes me wanna hide in my house, or only be with my friends...not go outside really...

but i guess i can be called a changer theres many in time who have came up with strange, awful, to free spirited and so on, things, that we actually follow these days, so if i continue to be the one i am, i maybe give someone courage to dress as that person feel is right

i mean...its 2009! soon 2010! we doesent live in caves anymore >.O people are way to close minded

and i am soooo tired for once... (zzZZzzZzzzZZZzzZzzZzz)